b4 nenek meninggal nenek was admitted in HKL. Doctor advice supaya nenek dibiarkan di hospital sehingga saat2 kematiannya.. but anesthetics (pakar bius) pulak kata she had no potential better bawak die balik kampung... at the end my mom's family decide to bring her back... x sanggup tengok die macam tu lagi.. dengan wayar n tiub2 n yg paling seram sekali adalah sounds from a machine yg display her heartbeat.. (x tau ape nama mesen tu)..
actually nenek dimasukkan ke HKL sebab die terjatuh/tergelincir je.. atas sebab kesihatan n beberapa sebab lain.. keadaan nenek jadi lebih menyayat hati kami... mungkin dah sampai ajal.. at that time ak sdg bertarung dgn my final project yg x lama lagi nak submit... terseksa betul rasanya.. dalam hati selau kata~ 'Ya Allah, kau tabahkanlah hatiku, kau permudahkanlah urusanku... kau berikanlah apa yg terbaik buat kami..."
pasal final project tu ak siapkan mana yg patut b4 balik... org kata, seandainya berlaku kematian di kalangan suadaramu, hendaklah kamu bertolak ansur dgn urusan2 mu... atas sebab tu.. ak gagahkan diri balik kampung..
Hari sabtu... aku bertolak daru UIA lepas zohor.. n atas sebab2 yg ak-paling-x-suka-nak-bgtau.. kitorg terlewat sampai kampung.. dalam kereta waktu Malaysia dalam pukul 3 ptg mak telefon.. bg tau yg nenek dah x de.. die dah pergi meninggalkan kami...
According to my cousin, Zirah.. she was together with her mom n my mom who was previously take care of nenek kat hospital.. naik ambulan.. hantar nenek balik kampung.. dalam perjalanan, her heartbeat was increase (refer to the machine).. seems like she was very exited to go home... sampai je kat kampung.. sebaik sahaja nenek dibawa naik ke atas rumah.. ambulance assistant bg tau, sebaik sahaja kami tanggalkan bantuan pernafasan ni.. dia akan pergi... SHE was there until a few seconds, she's gone...
Innalillah wa inna ilaihi rojiun... x sangka.. begitu senang skali die pergi... Paling sedih dikalangan adik beradik mak adalah Mak Uda.. she has nobody except her mother.. she was not married.. all these while.. she was the one yg bwk nenek jalan2, temankan nenek ke mana je...
Mak lang said: "JANGAN SEDIH.. NENEK DAH X SAKIT LAGI..."
Dalam kenangan...
NAPSIAH BT SAMSUDIN
AL-FATIHAH
